I will try my best to start writing here again.
I could also make some older posts visible again.
I tell ya, I have so much to do all of the time and I am so tired. Without the energy required, I just don't accomplish all the things.
It's the peak of Summer here in Norcal. The temp is going to be in the triple digits this week. My tarps just fell, making the entire front of my place exposed to southern sun - that means baking sun all day long. 10 hours of sun a day, more or less. I need a porch built (just one thing I need. I need everything!).
I still don't have the skills. I have been thinking about this for years. I wishful think that I can do this by watching youtube videos. But I have no money for materials either. It's a circular thing, an oroboros.
But at least I did what I could do: I stopped worrying, for the most part. But I think it gets to me, nonetheless. After all, I live it. I see it every day. I know winter is coming, with its challenges.
Another thing I began doing is to buy tools. Slowly, I am getting the stuff. Will I ever use them? I don't know. Can only deal with the present moment. Presently, no, I can't use them yet.
All this to tell you that it's way too hot and I am very slow. I can't keep up with all that I SHOULD do.
And that's that.
Regardless, THANK YOU for stopping by my blog.
This is the graph for the past 7 days. I still marvel that we have the internet and this is possible.
My art shop
My YouTube Channel
(C) 2025 Cris Melo / Melo Earth
Comments
Post a Comment
Say something uplifting.